Those special memories of you,
will always make me smile.
If only I could have you back,
just for a little while.
Then we could sit and talk again,
just like we used to do.
You always meant so very much,
and will always do too..
The fact that you're no longer here,
will cause me pain, always.
But you are found in my heart,
Until we meet again.♥
I vowed to myself before I first started writing, that all my writings would be abstract and thoughtful. Also, to never write about anyone in specific, because when you write about someone, it really means something. ♥ And you never know how long that something would last. Ouch. Hurts already, right?
But when the someone is already long gone, you cannot express anything towards the person. The feelings won't get buried as simple as they did. Writing about you seemed the only way to spill it out. The dark clouds, the cold breeze, the first ray of sunlight and last star of the evening, everything seems to remind me of you. Why did you have to leave so early? You made me relentless. My faith vanishes and doubts multiply day by day. And it came to a point, where I had to give up and accept that nothing lasts. I think twice before I let them know me inside out. Maybe, I'm scared they won't last too. No one likes being close to a temporary person. And that temporary became my permanent. Because Polo, I don't want anyone to be you darling. The 'you' who's always been my friend, the one I go to in happiness and misery. The you whom no one solves, except someone like me. But sadly, there's no more you, and I am suddenly incomplete. Our relation is like the moon and the oceans. The depth, intensity and bonding is so strong and real. But not many understand it. And the stars, they are like memories of us. No matter how hard we try to bury them; when dusk falls, they shine. But that's alright. Cause if the ocean can calm itself, so can I.
will always make me smile.
If only I could have you back,
just for a little while.
Then we could sit and talk again,
just like we used to do.
You always meant so very much,
and will always do too..
The fact that you're no longer here,
will cause me pain, always.
But you are found in my heart,
Until we meet again.♥
I vowed to myself before I first started writing, that all my writings would be abstract and thoughtful. Also, to never write about anyone in specific, because when you write about someone, it really means something. ♥ And you never know how long that something would last. Ouch. Hurts already, right?
But when the someone is already long gone, you cannot express anything towards the person. The feelings won't get buried as simple as they did. Writing about you seemed the only way to spill it out. The dark clouds, the cold breeze, the first ray of sunlight and last star of the evening, everything seems to remind me of you. Why did you have to leave so early? You made me relentless. My faith vanishes and doubts multiply day by day. And it came to a point, where I had to give up and accept that nothing lasts. I think twice before I let them know me inside out. Maybe, I'm scared they won't last too. No one likes being close to a temporary person. And that temporary became my permanent. Because Polo, I don't want anyone to be you darling. The 'you' who's always been my friend, the one I go to in happiness and misery. The you whom no one solves, except someone like me. But sadly, there's no more you, and I am suddenly incomplete. Our relation is like the moon and the oceans. The depth, intensity and bonding is so strong and real. But not many understand it. And the stars, they are like memories of us. No matter how hard we try to bury them; when dusk falls, they shine. But that's alright. Cause if the ocean can calm itself, so can I.
Looks like you miss someone a lot and their absence has changed you as a person
ReplyDeleteTruly blessed to have a friend like you Preetammaaa .. ♥ You're a beautiful person. Thanks for never letting me feel his absence!
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